Everyday I wake as I went to sleep,
Wanting, Ready to kill the light,
Afraid to hurt someone I, just, weep,
I keep walking and walking,
I lie, I lie, it’s alright, I’m alright,
But it’s not true...
Only pain hides what I feel inside,
I’m ready to lose the fight,
I’m so sick of how I feel inside,
So I drink it all away,
...
And so I drink it all away,
...
So I drink it all away,
...
And so I drink it all away,
Some people think they’re so wise,
But I seem to be the only one who knows,
For me there is no paradise,
I can’t wait, no I can’t wait,
Tomorrow may be for you,
But today is enough for me,
Yesterday was already too late,
Some say “look to the future”,
“Where everything will be ok”,
But I only see gray,
My future only holds a grave,
So I drink it all away,
...
And so I drink it all away,
...
So I drink it all away,
...
And so I drink it all away,
What can I say? what can I say?
There is only one thing I want,
A bed in where I can lay...
I dream, dreams of you and me...
But I can never escape,
Run from what’s inside me,
I’ve been holding on, for too long,
But I’m not that strong,
And that’s why I say,
“I can’t go on”...
There is something wrong, it’s true...
I call for help, but nobody listens,
I scream but no one listens!
Nobody cares.. I’m sure that’s unfair,
So I drink it all away,
I scream it all, again and again,
But I can only drink it away,
Slowly killing, the pain…
Drifting away...
